I decided to better myself in the lines of art and literature because those are areas of my life that I do find interesting but, I don't want to have to wait on someone to make those decisions for me; I want to express myself the best way possible so, looking on the lines of Studio Art, Fine Art and, Art History will be my start then going on the lines of English Literature will help me out even more because I am curious to see where my mind will take me when it comes to Romance and Renewal in the Elizabethan literature that consisted of writers such as Sir Philip Sidney, Edmund Spenser, Roger Ascham, Richard Hooker, Christopher Marlowe, and William Shakespeare.
The idea came to me while at work because I was thinking of what am I going to do in order to expand my horizons and, I later recall that other books that I have read did open the way for me to go back in that time period to see what life was like; in addition, books gave me something to talk about as well as get information from other people on what books would be helpful as well as what books would not be helpful which was a subject of their opinion. In addition I figured after I conquer the Romance and Renewal era that Elizabethan literature had to offer at that time period then I could go to the lines of Revenge and Ravishment which is Jacobean literature; this also allows me to read the works of John Webster, Ben Jonson, Francis Beaumont, John Fletcher, Francis Bacon, Robert Burton, John Donne, and of course William Shakespeare.
Since I've mentioned that I wanted to take up a golf caddie job at some of the local golf course, it would be in my best interest to be able to talk to some individuals that are more intelligent than the ones I have been dealing with on the normal basis; basically regular customers whom do not talk with some sense. In addition my life as a independent woman will take off quicker because there are no men in my life to make me feel less about myself for, I remember on Steve Harvey that he had this Clinical Psychologist whom talked about how young women in college do these things with these men to pay off their college or pay for things that they want. Looking at that made me realize that I was happy in the situation that I am in now and, that I have maintained my virginity to this point in order to find a man that would be willing to marry me but, it also makes more sense to work hard for the things that I want rather having things handed to me; in the past I would be jealous because many of my peers would boast about what they got but, in turn it was handed to them.
Now looking at the outcome of it having two jobs or three (in some cases) would help me to understanding how much time I put in to have nice things, be able to pay off my loan debt, and not have to file for bankruptcy. I hope that whatever summer job that I do get as well as whatever seasonal job that I get; my morals will maintain to the highest extent possible because I am not perfect so, there is no need to try to be what I am not. In addition when I do read the fine works of the authors listed above and, surround myself in art works or many artists that present them at the art gallery; I can state that my value is worth more than me acting like a escort or a call girl like it seem some of my fellow female peers are doing.
I am going to sow seeds of good works and, see what happens for the time being; if I get a summer job then that's fine and, if its one of those golf caddie jobs then that's great. I am going to do my best no matter what summer job I get and, whatever season job that I get because doing your best and keeping an interest never hurts.
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