I come home from work today to find out that my brother is going down the wrong track so, its best to state that I cannot worry about him anymore but, all I can do is pray for him. Prayers are very powerful and I can just imagine how bad he would be if I was not to pray for him like I do; I have to work harder on myself to make myself a better person. I am looking for other opportunities outside of my job as well as doing some light moonlighting because money is tight for, I am the only one that is working on the regular right now. My plans are to get employed by the Tropical Smoothie Cafe as a part-time Crew member because working a full-time job and a part-time is too much right now but, two part-time jobs give me the flexibility that I need for more important things such as Family, Religion, Friends and school.
If I don't get hired then that's fine to but, I do need something to supplement what I have going on right now so, if its in my power to have something other than where I am working at then I will have to do my best with the funds that I have limited. I hope that I can get a second part-time job getting paid anywhere from $7.25 or more an hour because currently I am working 7.75 an hour which varies from 15 to 28,50 a week in hours. My second job I hope to do anywhere from 15 to 26 hours a week in work because I like to be a hard worker for, a person who does not work does not eat. If I am not going to work hard then I am not going to eat well like I would like to; its a shame to see some think the complete opposite now a days. Its takes time and persistence to finding something more so than ever before and, no matter how much I hate some of the customers that I deal with there is no way I am quitting this employment. I would rather stick it out than quit without really knowing if I was going to find another job or not; my hopes of finding a second are really good because I keep putting in applications and presenting hours that I am available to work so, I look at it this way, the more work the better the results will be in finding a second job. I also need to better assess my finances because careless spending is not going to help me when it comes to finding a car, keeping a good bank account and, making sure what little bills that I have are being paid on time.
What I want to do first is get a car, I don't care what type of car that I have as long as its in good condition and, can get me where I need to go for the time being. I also need to make sure that I have the right finances of keeping it maintain and, make sure that the car will not break down on me while I am driving for, there is no reason the drive should be pushing the car. I have seen that happen so many times its not even funny. I truly hope that I can find something in the upcoming future because I really do need some wheels to get around in so, my best option is to find a car that I can call my very own.
Second I want to build up my bank account and make sure that I have enough money in them so, that I can be better prepare for the unexpected things as well as for the expected things. I want the least in my bank account $900 and the most can be any amount at least something realistic.
Third I want to keep all my personal spending at its minimum so that I can be prepare to spend less rather than spend more but, with a sibling that does not care for, he is neither working nor spending money he does not worry because he believes that mom and I will take care of it.
Fourth will come at another time because I do not know what the fourth thing was.
Right now I hope that the trouble waters that are brewing go away but, the trouble waters in this case are the actions of my brother for, he is not doing what he needs to be doing. He is going the opposite direction of what he is suppose to be doing so, right now I cannot worry about him I need to focus on myself to make me a better person. I hope that over time my brother can make a change for the good as well as for the better.
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